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A pic taken from pixelgirl website......
when i saw this pic, i felt peaceful n calm... but my temper recently isnt as calm as it suppose to be....
i knew i had created alot of nusiance recently because i flared up more often than before and i threw my temper at anyone... i know very well that i had changed...and is a bad change... throwing temper anywhere and anyhow... and i m well aware by it... people gave me the shocking look when they saw the change... i know i know... but i dun wat is the cause... i kept questioning myself but i still cant find the answer... i m lost...
tried talking to u abt it but u didnt provide me an answer. instead each time u just say try to keep the temper down... i am also aware of this need but i m trying to ask if u know y i have changed but u didnt even to make an attempt... coz i tot u know my best... well, guess i m wrong...
dunno y, felt like writting an entry today... u are busy playing mj after ur ktv... ya i know u invited me along but i just dun wish to go out coz of my face. yet u dun understand... been thinking abt our relationship for the past few days... as u had said ystd, it had changed... it seems like u are way too busy for me... i know u have done many things for me but now is lesser... i m not trying to count in terms of materialistic stuff but i know the care n concern is definitely lesser... maybe because i m the cause of it... didnt u realise both of us did nth for each other this 2nd aniversary? wondering if this is an indication of sth? i wondered...
y pple have nice and happy pics on their blogs but i dun??