another nonchalant day

hey has been long since i last blog... didnt get use to blogging nowadays...has been busy with archit...well guess i m also nt use to blogging my feelings online...

was looking thru my frens blogs...wanna to catch up with them since i have nt been contacting them since the sem starts...feel bad...realise alot of things happen to my frens but i just knew it...feel real bad...

saw my frens who are in exchange now...they have been posting nice photos..i kept wondering what will happen to me if i was in their shoes? were i be as happy as them? well, actually i see that i will cry many times there if i m gg exchange alone...haha..coz i m scared of loneliness?haha..well i m afraid i cant adapt to the culture and people there... well, but is really a nice place to travel to...such as australia and texas...

back in sch...p1 and tropcial workshop are over..sem starts fast and now is the mid sem break...
well, P1 was fun..though i have to work with totally new faces in the studio..didnt know them at all but i was the one who initiated this group..haha and the funniest thing is that their names all have the "jie" in it.. and of coz i m excluded!haiz...well, though sometimes i got irritated by our nonchalant leader who doesnt smile more than twice a day, i still have great fun with them:) definitely i learnt alot from this leader...now i know the difference between a "A" student and a "B" student like me...haha..well, does it matter now? now, results is nt wat i m concern of..like wat gareth says, enjoying what i m doing is more important than forcing me to do things tat i dun enjoy...true though...

mid term break means working on projects' time...is tue today, and i have another project meeting later...sian...when can i go out and play? i miss the sun and the great times i had have during the holidays! esp the camp...well, most importantly i enjoyed being with my group qetest v much...but now seems like we arent tat close anymore coz everyone is so busy!! haiz..hopefully many can turn out on 30th sat...:)

seeing many nice photos in my frens' blogs...i feel like uploading photos tat i took during the holidays too! ...pardon me for doing so late ...hehe...