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the call ended... the mattress was wet coz of the tears...

i m useless... i made u cried again... i m terribly sorry... ... sorry... ...
i know i broke the promise again but as much as i tried nt to, the tears still flow down my cheek... i nv wanted to restrict wat ya wanna do, that is why i m fine with ending the conversation... but at the same time, my heart hurts... ...alot......alot... ... try as i might, the tears won...ur words linger in my mind... do u know the more u tried to explain, the more sad i was?? as i heard those words, i felt more useless and upset... v v upset... .... it is really painful... ...
nt until i heard ur tears n felt ur pain, tat i fully understand my words hurt u... n my tears were urs... ... ... sorry, is my fault... ... ... i am a lousy girl...