another day...

just came back fr mum's shop...at jurong...so many pple in the shop but none of them are customers...all her colleague's family members..wat are they doing there?? this is a shop not a house... i m angry to see that my mum's effort doesnt pay off... her parnter is slackin, turning on the aircon n enjoyin watching the tv...wat is this??inside the shop, there are her daughter, her mum, her husband, her sister, her sister's husband n daughter...so many pple go there buy tea n chit chat!! does she knows how much effort my mum has put in?? does she knows she is in the wrong?? i wanna scold her la..but i dunno how to...how to help my mum? i dunno anything abt marketing... hope my second sis can help her monitor... i m lost as to how i can help my mum... i m v worried for her... i dun wanna see her work so hard n in the end lose money...i know is her dream to open a spectacles shop... ... how how??

decide to be at home this weekend coz i somehow miss home... but i was sad coz the warmth that i used to have has diluted... when i entered the house on friday, only my grandma n mum at home...mum busy with her work...saw her becomin thinner n thinner... grandma still as strong but can see tat she v happy n glad to see me home.. heard fr my mum that my father has been rotting at home coz he now nth to do... how how??

ystd i met my eldest sis..she was v nice..she passed me her new small fridge for my hall..then i brought her into my room...we chatted quite alot on the way home though we headed home different ways... she passed me fifty dollars coz she scare i no money... she has changed so much after marriage..n i m really glad...she is now closer to my parents, my bro n me too..but not with my second sis yet ba...hope they will become closer soon:)

wanna have a small chit chat with my mum ystd but she seems busy... told her i got a corn on the leg n i just to see a doc..the only reply i got was why waste money again? how come see doc? leave it alone la... this is v saddening...i was shocked to hear this... it seems like she doesnt care abt me...

chatted with my second sis n bro alot today...shared some ideas n commented on some studies matter regarding my bro... didnt know that my bro is attached too until my second sis told me... my bro still quite close to me la...he got alot to tell me but i dun seem to be paying attention leh...how how? i m v bad to him rite?...hope he is coping well with studies and her gf too...

does my presence means anything to them? ...