on the verge to burst...

i dun have the time to be bloggin now by right...but i cant stand it...i m on the verge of !!!
so many things to do... so many things that i cant do... is not that i dun wanna help... i really cant find a free time slot out... i m sorry....

someone told me before .... u huh dun make her busy...must must help her... haiz... is not i dun wanna help..pls try to understand .... u make me sound like i m the culprit... n i feel bad abt it... i have 2 mid terms...i havent study at all... n help is needed desperately... both in this n that event!!! i m sorry really sorry guys...i really not free...

sorry that i had done a bad job..sorry that i didnt appear at the other place... sorry that i didnt even say i got to leave...

back at home... sis kept complaining... wedding big thing i know...but there is also a limit to my patient... is nt that i m out to play that i came back late...i was studyin in sch!! pls...pls...pls....argh....household chores...why m i the only one helpin mum?? being the eldest dun give u the excuse to avoid such duties...simple stuffs like ironin...dun tell me u dunno...

some thoughts...

argh..just now wrote a long blog but didnt get to upload! here i m to rewrite...

haven been blogging since long...felt rather sad n guilty...

clare's blog...the moment he told me abt his stuff i was sad...coz i dun want u to be sad n disappointed again...i didnt know wat to do so i sms jer...we both agreed we shld let u know.... i had a mixed feelings tat day..felt happy for him coz he finally has changed his attitude towards relationship but sad coz he failed to realise yet another good lady besides him...clare, tat day after chatting w u although not for long, i was glad that u are alrite..but i know u still cant let go...take ur time coz time heals everything ya... i m sure there is someone else even better than him just tat is the right time yet to appear ya:) jia you clare:) as for the csc day post, y nt give it a try since u have the capability? n also w the help of so many good helpers ard in csc, i m sure u can do it well!! i will support u!:)

jer...wat happened to u? are u alrite? i m always v willing to lent u my listenin ear ya:) pls dun be afraid to tell me... i wanna know how have u all been goin on as well...:) take care jer...

cand, have been long since i last chatted w u...i m aware that u are still holdin on...dun be afraid to let go alittle at a time...coz i m sure there is someone else better whom u deserve to have ya:)

i m sorry that i havent been meetin u guys up since long...but i still rem our rp's mates!! i m sorry....terribly sorry ...

things arent the same as before..coz i dun receive things at first hand but rather thru the blogs... is my fault...but i dunno wat to do...i m lost too...:(

for my dearest dar dar...

ever since i have u, i havent been blogging..coz i normally blog only when i m sad..but when i m with u, u make my days..so happy n glad to have u ard me...:)

this blog is specially for u..not becoz i m sad but becoz i really wanna say sth to u...:)

...to my dearest dar...

tat day when u were narrating our story for me, i really think tat we 2 were like characters from some fairytales... u were v frank to me...n so was i...n very interesingly i knew how u feel towards me right from the first impression u have of me...although it started quite long ago...:)
just as what u n i have said n agreed, we started fast becoz we shared the same feeling...:)
although we are only into the second month of our relationship, we both felt tat we knew each other since ages ago..:) we have already many happy memories during these 2 months n i will always rem the places we went to before...n i know u will rem too!:)...

wat i wanna say is tat i m really glad to have u ard me...coz u are my support n my strength...:)
i still wanna write my whole life journey together with u...:)